PatrioticStabilist said:
I wouldn't have a problem pulling the trigger, and you know that fact bothers me.
From personal experience.
I would not let that "fact" bother you.
It means that you have enough self-confidence and love of
those close to you, to do what is needed.
What bothered me and my family, was after I was forced
to follow through on "The Decision", were comments to my wife
from her co-workers, that apparently would never protect even
their child. Naturally they did not want to discuss it with me.
Of course the media that wanted to be camped
out for a while was a P.I.A. That too passed.
If you do make "The Decision", seek good training and become
proficient. In times of stress you will do what you are trained to do,
without even have to think about it.
I wish you the best.
For those that chose not to make "The Decision", please do NOT
buy a firearm for protection. You will only endanger yourself and
others.
At a Roll Call Inspection one day a fellow Officer was found
to be carrying an empty firearm. He admitted he could not make
"The Decision" however he wanted to work in the community.
He became a dispatcher. Worked out well for all.