We made out annual trip to the Portland area and had a awesome time! DW was a picture of health. When we got home fist week of June she said had a pain in her side so went to doctor and they did ex-rays and cat scan. They found a mass in her lung so the following week did a pet scan and they had her come back in and told her she had stage 4 lung cancer. This was on the 27 of June. They did some radiation on some of her bone cause there were cancer cells there and everyday she got worse. Radiation broke one of her bones in her arm so had to have surgery. I took her home cause I wanted to try to take care of her myself which I did for 8 days. Things just got worse so called 911 and took her back to hospital. I was by her side for 4 days and spending most night there. Last Tues, sept 13, she passed away with me holding her head and telling her I loved her. Was with her till she took her last breath. Not sleeping now cause I can still see that.
Yesterday, I decided I needed to get out of the house and get away. I packed up and gathered up our 2 little Yorkie and camping for a weeks. Our two baby girls know there is something wrong. I feel like I have had part of my life torn away. Not sure what I will do from here. We just miss her so much!! I've cried till there is no more tears left.
Don't ever take your significant other for granted, cause we never know what tomorrow holds for us.
Thanks for allowing me to vent.